Wednesday, May 19, 2010

i'm having problem with myself




no... not that self pity emo statements. it's what inside myself. yeah i'm having problem with my chest, i think.

i'm having chest pains months ago and many of my friends know about it. doctors first told me that i have angina pectoris then later consultations told me it was condochondritis (inflammation of the ribs). i took medications and fine rests then it disappeared suddenly.

But, these past few days i'm having chest pains again. something is thrusting my heart and i feel fainting afterwards. it started when i went back home from U.P.O.U Main Campus. i was so tired due to scorching heat and stresses so i did a stop over at Robinson's Town Center then suddenly i feel two successive painful thrust in my heart. it is different from the chest pains i had before. i was so worried that i hurried back home. then as i arrived by the gate feel the initial pain coming again so i went to my bedroom very quick, turn on the electric fan and had a rest.

i woke up rejuvenated. i suspect fatigue, pressure and depression are the cause of it so i rested another day.

i thought a quick rest will make me ok but earlier while i'm going to the U.P.O.U. i felt it again and supposed to be i'm going to the Bane tour at Santa Rosa, Laguna. even though it was against my will, i canceled it. i can't afford another chest pains again.

i am very depressed because it was months since i attended a hardcore/punk gig and also it might affect my band because i am the backbone of it's identity.

i hope i can manage another medical check up and back to business again.

- xBongBongx



Sunday, May 9, 2010

mindfuck lolz

oyeah i'm still in vain searching for a new vox and we need to have an immediate practice for a complete band within two months lol

if i still haven't find one then i'll be the one who will singing on that mic and startin' to read about throat management hahaha

owell good news is Darell found another guitarist and we will test him after the Bane tour :D